
The Caterpillar Dance
John Mingay
ISSUE 2006-1
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The Caterpillar Dance
Passing through
but nonetheless
bound up in this ritual
of unremitting death
and all-pervading sorrow
the one feeding the other
whether hidden and safe
behind planks of darkness
or in every high point
to become a monument
every face
every building
every bridge
is tainted without bias
unwatchable
uninhabitable
uncrossable
I have reached
the saddest place on earth
and am paying the penalty
for reliving lives
with my own
missing in action
in the cumulative that draws me
further in
further down.
For zone hereuse
this is not
the irony not lost
though the laughter
goes unheard
against the howling wind
and lashing rain
and all the while
the blackness
only gets blacker
Impatiently
I await my wings
to become a hairstreak
homeward bound.
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